Monday, February 25, 2008

swimming


Heat heavy as a rockfall promises to frazzle my whitey skin like a roasting chicken.

The nearest pool is the Sterkfontein Dam, which I can see from the farm.

No other swimming compares. This is not like other dams. At high altitude it’s more an alpine lake than your murky, reed-choked grasp of dams. The water is cold and clear thanks to the sandstone valley that forms the dam basin. Distance turns it Aegean blue; close up it's transparent seagreen.

But it’s the views and the space. Vast. Empty. Mostly sky. On the horizon the Drakensberg and the Malutis merge.

It never gets tired, this looking.

A swallow’s nest dandles right over the water, tucked into the frailest crack in the overhang of the small cliff. The bird harries me, anxious when I swim by.

I like having this 20 km stretch of open water to myself, shared with birds – vultures and swallows, bald headed ibis, hawks, kites and familiar others whose names I’d know but for the fact that the plates in Roberts are frustratingly incomprehensible - a truth SA’s bird lovers can never whisper for fear of being dragged from their beds and shot by Twitchers at Dawn.

Swimming in this wild place stirs memories of my twelve-year-old self who was free and brave.

In summer, huge electric storms roll over the escarpment in bruised cloud masses, writhing with the most ferocious and terrifying lightning I’ve experienced.

Somewhere, Discovery probably, I learned lightning can strike from 30 km away. A few years ago, when he least could afford it, a single strike killed ten of my father’s cattle in one fell swoop as they sheltered under a gum tree.The other day he told me how when he was a boy he found all the farm carthorses killed like that. They lay together in a field like warriors, their beautiful great bodies still steaming. It was so fresh that as he climbed through the fence into the paddock the residue of the charge knocked him flat.

Wind driving a storm shamboks the water. Coldbumps fleece my limbs. Time to scramble barefoot up the rock face to where I parked and drive away down the hill, past fields of haymaking. Home through the shimmering day, skin quietly singing of tomorrow’s sunburn.


Saturday, February 23, 2008

"there you are," said my mother


The winter day dawned last year when a decade of survival in the killing machine that is Johannesburg was over for me.

I loaded my car and drove east. I crossed the Vaal River. When I came to the mountains I turned right and stopped.

"There you are," said my mother.

You'd think I'd just stepped outside and let my tea get cold.

Surrounded now by great blue mountains and small green hills, sky sky sky, I have time to put my tongue carefully along the sandy strange skin of figs and ponder this freedom thang.